Spent the day at my sister's with family and friends enjoying the day poolside. My asshole sister and brother in law were there as well being their asshole obnoxious selves. As my brother in law was climbing out of the pool I couldn't help but notice he hada major erection. His wet board shorts clinged to it and made it pretty visisble. I'm sure from looking at all my sister's friends. It was pretty huge. Ill give him that. About a good 8 inches. Well if I ever do get around to sucking on it, it'll have that going for it........
Maybe I'll put my plan into action to set him up.

Aa a child I can remember vividly all the perverse men that would hang around our house. Most if not all were Mexican/hispanic. And 90% of the time were intoxicated. Id often find dirty magazines laying around in the garage with white blonde women which seemed to be the preference. Since I looked white in my youth I seemed to really stick out like a sore thumb. And my auburn red hair and freckles didn't help. I recall a night way back when around the time I was 11 or so. My parents had a friend over and by evening time he was feeling no pain. He had drank himself into another state. He was a fairly big middle aged man I recall as he sat there with his cowboy hat singing along to the music in Spanish. As I walked through he got my attention and pulled me over to him which he then sat me on his lap. I was like hmmm.. He sang along and kept singing. Then my father walked outta the room for whatever reason the all of of a sudden this person grabs me by my little shoulders and pulls me into him and starts kissing me profusely on the lips! He kissed me so hard he hurt my front teeth. I was in total shock as He slobbered all over my lips and with his beer breath on top. Yuk. My eyes wete wide open as he continued. I didn't know what to do. My mother was in the kitchen two steps away. And everytime they left the room he would do it again and again. Till he could here them. I didn't know quite how to get away from him he continued making out with me about half a dozen times by the time he decided to walk me to the restroom and closed the door. He proceeded to unzip his pants and pull out his penis which was really large to me thatmade me uncomfortable and very nervous because he wasnt in front of the toilet. He just stood there looking at me as if he wanted me to figure it out. He did guide me to it as I grabbed on to it. I didnt know what to do. I just tugged on it as he wanted. My little skinny arm got tired very fast. Then my mom came calling and that was the end. I wasnt sure exactly orvunderstand what was going on. I was only 11 at the time but it made me feel very wierd because obviously he was hiding what he was doing from my parents. I began to realize it was wrong. This kissing was gross for sure but I didnt think much of it because my mother would often French kiss me as a child and if mom was putting her tongue in my mouth then it was normal. I've often thought what would propel him to do such a thing. I believe it may have been my feminine delicate face. Idk. Ive had some interesting experiences. That explains a lot. While I'm sharing this perversion my parents condoned and encouraged me and one of my sisters to kiss on the lips. And last but not least my mother breastfed one time at the age of 10. Now thats fuckin weird and gross 😝
Really surprised how I seemed to have grown up to be fairly normal in most abnormal childhood. Whew! Finally got all that off my chest

A friend asked me to define the word "Euphoria" for her. She had never heard it before.
Well it's kinda of like having sex with someone you know you shouldn't,being thrilled to death while you're doing it,feeling sick with guilt afterward but so glad and happy you did when it's all said and done. Wow. I can't say I've ever felt that way she said. Have you? Well yeah but we were going through puberty and were sharing a bed that night:/
The look on her face. Priceless

You know that asshole brother in law of mine is such an immature macho POS. I've hated him forever. He loves talking shit to me cause he knows I won't say anything. I made the mistake of talking back to him once years ago. He pinned me to the ground and beat my face in. I was swollen for a whole weak. Since then I just ignore him the best I can. The hurt when he starts up and my mom says to me to just ignore him and don't say anything. I Dont want him to beat you up again. It stings. Every time he starts I just remember how painful it was him hitting me. I just walk away. Im not a strong nor violent person. Im very timid. And he preys on it. Must make him feel like a big man preying on the weak and timid. I had to leave. So nervous and shaking right now.

I really loathe my sisters husband. Never liked him and I know the feelings mutual. Real macho ass. Anyway long story short. I always felt he wanted trouble with me. Just that type. I'm not a fighter by no means. I think thats kind of obvious. He's younger bigger stronger etc. One night we had a small exchange of words over whatever. He came offf very strong and intimidating. Seemed like he had been waiting for this. Hate to admit it but I began feeling a little scared. I knew I was no match for him but I got out of it. My mother came and intervened. I knew she was worried which made me feel better knowing she knew he would hurt me. I really did my best to blow it off. Especially cause my mom doubted me. Well the following confrontation was like a dream come true for him it seemed. He just came after me and you can probably guess the rest. It sermed like an eternity him pinning me down to the ground and beating my face in black and blue. I was devastated. Couldn't even lay a hand him. Needless to say it was a mess. Locked myself in my room for a week while I healed. After that I walked on eggshells in fear whenever he was around.
The truly horrible thing was is that I broke down and cried to him and I mean with tears coming down my face calling him out for hurting me. Like he was some big man. He loved it. It was the ultimate humiliation of my life........so there's that pathetic story. Anyway now the real rant. As I was with my mother having coffee chatting out of nowhere she brings her jack ass son in law. Telling me how great he is. Talking about how big and strong he is and that he can do this and that cause his big muscles whatever. I lost track. I was besides myself listening to this. He beat the crap out of me. Left me black and blue. Humiliated me and embarrassed me like no one ever. I was so hurt and devastated. Why would she tell me of all people. Idfk. I'm so bothered right now. Do parents do this shit on purpose? Do they realize what they're saying? Do they care. Fuck it. Had to get it off my chest Ugh...........so hurt right now.

One thing I could never understand as I look back. How do you let your 12 year old son walk around the house in his sisters pink booty shorts with his legs obviously shaved. You could see my ruffled panty lines right through them. Anybody would look at me back then and question it. Mom never said anything. Did she suspect it? Who knows. But the day she found a photo of me in my sisters dress and make up I thought she was gonna need an exorcism. How she could not see that coming. I'll never understand . I thought my bra showing through my top would've gave her a clue......

I only wanted to protect my sister from her young punk of a boyfriend. As I stood up to defend her I found myself on the ground trying to defend myself as he beat me black and blue to the point of tears. The most humiliating experience of my life. I locked myself up in my room for a week trying to heal. Mom would come and caress my battered face with pain in her eyes. She new I couldnt win. I would look in the mirror with such anger. I fantasized about vengeance but I didnt have what it took physically. I got owned in the worst way ever. I would tremble in fear, walking on egg shells in his presence. Now its just a sick memory. The thought of him beating me black and blue till tears were pouring out of my eyes. Forcing me to undress and forcing his 8" inch cock in my mouth making me suck till I was gagging. My sister would walk in unexpectedly and lose her mind beating him on the brink of madness as I kneeled down in the nude with his dick in my mouth. I thought she was gonna faint. She could see I was beaten by him. She threw everything at him out the door trying to kill him. She threw herself around me. Hugged me tight caressing my face and kissing me apologizing to me. It was an awkward moment especially still in the nude. A secret we kept for years. But why does that whole experience and that creep make me cum so much. He continues to haunt in my fantasies. There is something twisted and exhilarating about masturbating to someone you loathe with undying passion......

As I pulled into this little Mexican spot tonite it seemed like a good place with all these drunk men around to get cat calls,howls and whistles. You know all that disrespectful arousing stuff. As I opened my door and stuck out my leg, this guy wasted no time as he sprinted torwards me and began talking to me in Spanish. I just played the dumb blonde with that vulnerable pouting face. He began knocking on my window to let him in. As tempted as I was I was very leary. He seemed what I call typical. Very aggressive. The real macho type. He began making his sexually explicit comments. I was very aroused but nervous at the same time as he tried opening my door but it was locked. I looked up at him timidly as he stared at me fiercely. At one point I looked down to make sure my little dicl was showing through my red mini skirt. It was well tucked away under my nylons. I was so horny and wanted to tale the chance but something told me he may not take to me being a boi. He definitely looked like the hostile asshole type who could definitely hurt me pretty badly.I knew he was stronger than I and me not being the fighting type I nodded no and started my car. He punched my window and left very angry. I guess I made the right choice. I couldve woken up with my face black and blue in the morning or worse. I drove away trembling with my heart racing. It was a nice thought anyway as I put my hand up my skirt and caressed my nylon covered penis. Time to call it a night but not before I cum all over myself thinking about how it couldve been
Goodnight gurls.

Well its pretty obvious now at this point that my girlfriend has been cheating. Not with one but two different sex partners. I suspected she would be seeing one over the weekend so in an attempt to discourage him I made my way up her beautiful shaved pussy and ran my tongue all around up through her gorgeous ass. The though of their huge cocks pounding her had mine pounding. I bit her sucked on her leaving some enormous hickies around her pussy and several on her ass for him to see. The following day the thought got the best of me. I had to go see and feel for myself. It was obvious one if not both were very well endowed.As I made my way up her pussy again All her hickies were gone. She removed them. Couldnt be anymore obvious than that as I fucked her as hard as I could the thought just made me cum immediately looking at her naughty little face. She later admitted that it turns her on to sleep with different guys. It left me with a pit in my stomach but in a twisted way Ive never cum harder.Idk wtf. Slave to her pussy......

My girlfriends text messaged she recieved from her lover boy revealed that the thought of her little face sucking his big fat dick,is driving him nuts......me aswell.....the thought has me ready to shoot my load all over myself......