I would like to discuss the Elephant walking through the room of my life/

I am only attracted to true Alpha male guy's guy type masculine men. I do not want to anyone on this site to think I am being uppity or stuck-up but that is the wa way the Lord made me and I have trie to be straight and I have tried to be lesbian but I am only attracted to masculine men that are both more male than I am and romantic too....In a purely male way. So to anyone that is offended by the way I am I wanted to say that I am very sorry.

I hope you understand, I have put up one picture of my fanny three times and my old boyfriend's hand and he administrators have taken it down. It was of a man I truly loved for 5 years and he has passed now and I wish you leave that picture up even if is not PC it is truly real and factual.

I have no where else to express myself better than this site. God Bless all of you and thank you for all the kind comments.

joanie

Apparently I am back in the game.

A very nice Man visited me last night and showed me what I'm good for. I was dressed for immediate use in full make-up, a camisole w/garters. black thigh-top ff stockings, black patent peep-toe heels, earrings that dangle and no panties.

He did say hi then groped, kissed and fondled me I took his hand and led him to the bedroom. He undressed got between my legs and used my little one-eyed princess as his suckie toy which made him very, very hard. He then used my fanny for his pleasure filling it up with his younger Man erection. it was so stiff and wonderfully hard and bigger than iam used to so I loved the tiny bit of short duration pain I experienced as he entered me. He started to pump and I was skewered by his Man penis and loving every second of the feelings of emasculation/ feminization he was giving me. The Man sperm then began to flow squirting his delightful seed in me. His very hairy masculine body felt so good next to my smooth, soft femmy body.

It was just fabulous to be used for what I was made for again ... giving a real Man pleasure, that is. As we talked in bed, catching up with our lives, I had to get a towel to lay on as his delicious Man cum slowly and so sensuously leaked out my pussy. Ahhhh I love being a Man's pussy again and he made a fantastic f-buddy... hope he keeps using me.

I am not bragging, I just wanted to enter a blog more upbeat than my last entry. I am still smiling after getting my fanny pounded and filled so well last night.

yep lost 259 pounds of boyfriend. gosh he really fooled me ... mainly 'cause I think he had true feelings for the first few months and then the gay thing began to wear him down as well as his friends. I am not upset with him or blame him at all and he really is a nice guy. it was a pleasure to know the men I dated this year.

so I am still very sissy and very happy and now very available for select masculine men 60 plus only whoo hoo

First the definition of "real men": Males that gon't wear panties like we do.

This is just an opinion and observation after dating way too many Men. I have come to the following conclusion:

Type 1: Men that think our little sissy "pee pee's" are cute
and effeminate. My personal fav type of Man and my
current bf is a type 1.

Type 2: Men that are genuinely disgusted by the feminine male
body and personality. This type is a "genetic girl"
only type guy. To each his own.

Type 3: Men that say they are disgusted by sissies and fems but
then go home visit a site like this one and wank
like a caged monkey with male-pattern baldness.

My Daddy Bear is sleeping right now and I couldn't stay asleep so I thought I would share what my life with him is like now. He loves to screw me up the ass and yesterday he bent me over the couch and screwed me for 20 to 30 minutes three times during the day. I feel like I am sitting on an egg right now because my prostrate is so swollen.

Daddy Bear is a big Man, 67 years young, 6ft 2 in and 250 lbs. His size makes me feel like a girl should feel ... smaller and weaker (I'm 5ft 11 in and 200 lbs). Although a big Man, he is kind, loving and he treats me like a lady. He is very masculine but he thinks my little sissy clitty is cute and he loves to play with it in the morning before we leave the bed. He tells me that his favorite thing to do is to dick me up the ass though.. which he does often.
Today between ass screwing number 2 and 3 he took me to the grocery store. He is protective of me in public and we try not to upset the locals here in the buckle of the bible belt. I stay close to him while out. I wore short shorts and a very light peach t-shirt made of very thin material which was nice and cool. I had on makeup and my hair was up in a bun. I now have pierced ears and I was wearing earrings. Most people seemed to not care except one older couple kinda rolled their eyes once.

When we returned home he did me again over the couch then I begged him for relief and he gently dildoed me as I lay on the bed until I squirted. So this has been what my life has been like since we first met in April. We are both hypersexual ... him in a masculine way and me in a fem way. I wish we were all were accepted by the public a little more for all our sakes but I think it is a little better than it was.

I hope everyone on this site finds someone that is a fantasy come true.

Hi, I can only get what I need from a heterosexual type Man that treats me like a woman. I am not insane... ie. I realize that I am simply a gay little sissy pussy that was born male and I also not passable but I can only orgasm if my hetero-type boyfriend fucks me up the ass (sissy-pussy) and completely emasculates and feminizes me. I love him so much for doing this to me and I fill so happy being a complete submissive. I also clean, cook and do his laundry and I have never been so happy. I also love to suck him and have him cum in my mouth and especially kove waiting for the command to swallow. The savory Man juice coats my mouth and throat and it lasts for hors. I have sunken into a life of being sexual toy for him and a pathetic emasculated excuse of a male when he takes me out dressed. I think he my love me as much as he says he does but I have just enough brains left to wait and see about that.
I have no desire for sex with any genetic female or any other fem males but I have lots of experiences that other sissy gurls may want to know bout including laser hair removal of body hair, electrolysis of the face, estrogen by pills, ear piercing, general make-up application, and some shopping info.

Ok ...so if you are a fan of my pictures or maybe I might be one of your fantasy gurls, you should know that I think I have been taken and off the market. If I told you what the last month has been like you wouldn't believe me anyway so I will just say that I am happier than I can ever remember being and I am sure that I am in love more than I ever have been in my life.

The good news is that he likes me to put up my pictures on NTN also so I will put more up when time permits. He is everything I ever wanted in a Man and more so it is impossible for me to not be in love. He is loving, big, romantic, takes me out dressed to normal places just like I was a real girl and he thinks he loves me also. So listen ... I have been fooled before but I am almost positive that this guy is the one I have been waiting for my whole life.... no kidding... THE ONE. I will keep you updated if you are interested in my little story and we promise to post some pics. I just asked him and he says that it turns him on to have me post pictures on here....see I told you....he is perfect for me!

My bestest wishes to each and every one of you all

Sometimes I can't believe how lucky I am. I put an ad up on a dating site that is predominantly straight 8 hetero but with a gay section also. My profile was titled "granny tranny". A nice Man contacted me and we began writing back and forth. I told him the truth completely about everything and we are on our third date now. He is in the bedroom sleeping right now and it is 5am.

He is very straight, does not masturbate, retired military, handsome, full beard, buzz haircut, extremely masculine, 6'1", 265 lbs, we share many likes and dislikes, much in common and he is true Man's Man (more so than any man I have been with before) .... needless to say I am completely infatuated.

He treats me exactly like a good Man treat a woman. Sexually he is all male. He loves playing with my "pussy" (that is what he calls it), does not want to reciprocate orally (ie I blow him only) and he loves to face-fuck me. Oh my, to have a 265 pound Man wildly fucking your face is the most helpless submissive feeling I have ever felt. He loves doing it soooo much and gets so into it that it usually makes me sissy squirt before he cums in my mouth. Trust me on this... when you get used like that by a real Man you quickly realize that you are as feminized and submissive as they come. I didn't just squirt a little, it poured out of me and he was facing my feet and saw exactly how sissy I am. After he came he looked at me and had a big knowing smile on his face. Obviously enjoying knowing that I am a hopeless submissive sissy for him. I am hard right now just thinking about how emasculating and embarrassing it is to look into a real Man's eyes after he does that to you and you squirt right in front of him to prove to a straight 8 Man that you are the most pathetic fag his has ever known. It is out-of-this-world delicious!!!

Well I just wanted to write this down while the experience is fresh in my femmy mind. Good luck to all the gurls out there looking for real Men and good luck to the real Men out there looking for the perfect gurl for them. I hope you all find each other soon. Remember Gentlemen it is a lot more fun with the romance included. Gurls remember that it is ok to be an eager little minx for him... that is why they like us (smile). And I know you all knew that too.

happy joanie

GENTLEMEN (masculine tops) LOOKING FOR A GURL?

Before the age of 45 most (some not all) are a mental and personality pain in the ass they haven’t realized their masculinity is entirely gone and not coming back that they are sissies, feminized and it is only going to become more intense. They have not realized it is irreversable. To the delight of many men the sissies are on a one way path of taking it up the ass and give blowjobs to men. Before 45 they are purging and then buying back more clothes, having feelings of extreme guilt after sex with men. They often (not all) flip back and forth between masculine and feminine feeling and emotions. After ejaculating during sex with men a typical young sissy is just genuinely confused and sometimes depressed at the hopeless nature of their condition. It is a painful time for a sissy. A more rare sissy is a younger gurl that has willingly acquiest to her natural condition of being too fem to be male. They do exist and have old souls that realize they are not going to change and started transition early. Normally they are extrodinarily beautiful and easily pass as genetic females. These passable girls come in all manner of mental states from high drama to delusional to the sweetest loving women on the planet.

Between the ages of 45 and 65 a sissy has utterly been emasculated and femininzed and proudly owns it. Some become militant and others either date men or other sissies constantly or (like me) become one man’s wife/gurlfriend/ partner/ significant other/ whatever. This age group is at their peak of sexuality. They love sex with men as much as younger gurls but without any baggage, They constantly feel sissy and love it! They feel they exist only to give their men pleasure and to exist as a sex toy for men. They usually become committed to sissyhood enough to begin transgender conversion to a more feminine form through hormones, supplements, laser hair removal, electrolysis, breast augmentation, etc. If you are a masculine male and always wanted a feminine, erotic male-to-female transgender that exist to please you sexually and in every other way then this is the age group for you. They are generally compliant, no drama, high libido, low maitenance and wonderfully adjustable. You can usually mould them into whatever turns you on…an ass queen, blowjob queen, slave or whatever. They will think nothing of parading around the house in heels and lingerie for your amusement for the rest of their lives…and they will love it. They will instantly provide you sex on command without discussion They strive every moment to be the perfect partner for your masculine desires. This group is plentiful and comes in all sizes, colors and shapes

So if you want a gurl that will make you happy look for a big round feminine shaped ass, pretty legs with plump girlie thighs and a tiny baby dick. This type gurl will be forced to completely give up on any chance of acting male and no chance at all of sex with a genetic female. She has probably been dressing enfem since she was 12 or younger. If she gets an erection when you make fun of her tiny dick, then you have a rare, true sissy prize. This type girl has probably fantasized about being a real Man’s woman and taking it up the ass and giving blow jobs for years. She will be so grateful for masculine attention and fall in love with you for emasculating her and taking away the burden of having to fake any semblance of manhood. If she becomes settled into her natural role as a Man’s sextoy she will become well adjusted and happy in her new life in the sexual service of the real Men in her life.

Gentlemen, I wish you best of luck in finding the perfect gurl for you. Please only treat your gurl with kindness and love. I in no way meant to condone any mistreatment of transgender females. The girl I described I feel I know something about because I have lived the experience. The only possibility of having any kind of sex is sucking Man dick or bending over propping my fat girlie ass in the air and taking his big Man cock up my ass for his powerful masculine pleasure. I have been privileged to know two wonderful Men that feminized and emasculated me into the happy gurl I am today. I have been mind fucked into being a compliant, submissive girlfriend that knows her place, dresses to please her Man, submits to sex on command, always acts demure, needs very little except Man cock and is full of love for her Man. I am currently very happy to be the girlfriend of a very masculine and kind Man.

Some male babies are born too beautiful, feminine minded,soft, sweet and sexy to ever attempt to be or act like a Man.