The months of Covid confinement have taken there toll.
As my wife and I no longer fuck, my sexual release is masturbation and being used. As I still have NTN and the internet for porn, I can wank as much as I like (which always pleases me) but my lengthy sessions of self abuse, dressed en femme and using my sex toys, are prone to interruption by my frustrated wife (and that really annoys me).
The other day, I was having a lovely chat here with SeniorPantyLover (as we do), jerking my shaved sissy penis in my stepdaughter's panties, getting ready to shoot my cum for the first time that day, when my wife came in and moaned about all her petty frustrations as she drank her coffee. Normally, she is happy that I milk myself regularly, because her regular supply of lovers keeps her satisfied, with their larger endowments. Because of lockdown, she is sexually frustrated, and takes that out on me by ruining my mammoth sessions of masturbation.
Because of the lack of interaction, my fetish for using other peoples panties to sniff and wank in, is seriously limited at the moment. There is just no opportunity for me to collect family, friends and neighbours panties to use - which I have loved doing since I was 10 years old.
My wife has also been great about buying me clothes to wear, especially lingerie, and I also enjoy purchasing my women's attire in person, but with shops closed too, there is no thrilling trips to interact with shop assistants, while my cock in strapped up and my asshole plugged.
Thank goodness the weather is getting better, and there is relaxation of all these measures on the horizon, as I am so looking forward once again, to picking up handsome strangers on the beach to suck off or fuck me. My holes are yearning for real cock once again, and the pumping of other men's cum inside me - eating your own is fun, but I like variety!