We took it slow, I was full of anxiety and fear, alcohol and THC helped me to ease down.

We had a date before, we ate at a Mexican restaurant and then walked around a botanical garden and the college campus talking about life, transition and random stuff, it felt like we had a connection.

We went to her house and watched a movie with a delicious bottle of zinfandel. I don’t remember much about the movie, I cuddled with her and rested my head on her shoulder first and then on her chest. I placed my ear so I could hear her heartbeat, I felt how her body irradiated heat, she was softly touching my arm and head, I felt safe in her arms, it was beautiful.

When the movie ended she invited me to her room, I was so nervous that I couldn’t look her in the eyes. I bought some time while I brushed my teeth but sooner or later I have to make a decision.

When I got back to her room, I remembered I had packed some sexy, red, lace, transparent and long pajama dress. I asked if it was ok to change in front of her, she said yes and I took out the pajama from my bag, she was surprised and made a sensual comment about it.

I went to the opposite corner of the bed and I took my shirt off, I sat and started laughing nervously… she told me to not worry and turned her body away so she couldn’t see me. I changed and she took a shy sneak peek, she was giving me my space and privacy and then she turned off the lights.

Slowly I cuddled in front of her and she started touching my arm. After a while I asked her if she wanted to touch more and she said yes but I felt she was having trouble so I grabbed her hand and placed it on my breast.

She kept touching my breast for a while and then she slipped the hand under my lace dress getting straight to my nipples.

I turned around and we started kissing each other. After a while she kissed my neck and found her way into my nipples while she touched my legs.

Then she moved on top of me and she started rubbing her dick with mine.

I told her to lay on her back and asked her if I could touch and suck her dick, she said yes. It was the first time I did oral to a person with a cock.

It was fantastic, like natural. I was there for 5 to 10 minutes doing my best, her dick is just the right size and I pushed it all the way to my throat a couple of times. Dildos are nothing like a real cock.

She came back on top of me but now we were naked and we were rubbing out dicks for a while.

Then I made up my mind and asked her if she wanted to go inside me and she said yes. She slowly started fingering me to open me while she was kissing my whole body. I couldn't take it anymore and asked her to put it in.

It did hurt a little bit but after a while she was pumping and pumping and I was moaning and enjoying it. I took out my vibrating stroker and put it on my dick. She went really deep a couple of times, I could feel it all the way inside. We were like this for a while, enjoying, having fun and pleasure.

Either of us could cum but that wasn't important, we just enjoyed it so much. She went out for a cigarette and I made her company.

We went back inside and fell asleep.

It was a wonderful experience and will remember it forever.