amandacarrol's blog post - My never ending quest

I can't believe how difficult it is to meet the right person. I have reached a point where the fantasy of dressing and being with another CD is no longer enough. I take pictures, post them, read peoples comments and pleasure myself. This used to be enough to fuel my very vivid imagination. This is no longer enough. So for the past year I have been actively seeking another CD to hang out with and eventually play. I don't mind saying it. I am looking for a cock to suck on a regular basis.

Last week I was contacted by this very cute Puerto Rican guy. He was in his mid 30's and had a cock to die for. We chatted on line over several days and eventually we agreed to meet at a local coffee shop. Yup you guest it he ghosted me. It seems that everyone is either to shy to meet or wants to fuck you in the ass the second they meet you. Very frustrating!!!