georgette_usa's blog post - My Life and Various Ramblings Day 2 - Georgette

Well here it is day 2 of Ramblings. This is a way to document my years. And a little cathartic to get it out.

Got out and about today, nice and sunny but breezy.

My mind isn't as good as some on here. I can't remember my first time dressing. Nor did I have any early sexual contacts.

Maybe about 10 or so, I think I did identify as female. Had two girls in school, I kinda tried to hang with. Not interested as a boy to girl. I just wished I could be them. They are the only 2 people I can remember their names after all these years. I probably tried dressing about this time also.

As some on here, as I would play dress-up, my mother would find things. I would say I wouldn't do it again, but always would. I can remember the first time I got the nerve to buy something. It was the early 1960s, they had patterned pantyhose coming out, you know with the early mod fashions and stuff. Went to a store that I didn't usually frequent, bought a pair trying not to talk with the sales people.

To young for a wig, and my mother believed in short hair. I would wear a head scarf, and make believe. I did not always masturbate, and if I did, would not use my hand. I would tuck, and make believe some one else was doing it.

When I was about 12. I was a little bit of a thief at times, to get clothes and stuff. That led to my first time to visit a psychiatrist. I foolishly had written a list of stuff to look for. When caught and taken to the police station. They got my
parents, and made it a condition to be released. Too young anyways for prosecution, but I was scared as hell.

This went on and on until I joined the Navy at 18, after HS. It slowed me down, as NO place to do it. When I was able to live off base, I started back up with a vengeance.

Leave further adventures till next time.

Georgette