lacyfem3's blog post - First Male Encounter

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I know my blog is not as exciting as some but my life as a crossdresser has be quite lovely despite having had to keep it in the closet. I know that most here are the same and though we'd like to let ourselves out as girls, society still doesn't accept us besides being married and her not knowing is important to me. Once out of high school and off to college I pretty much stopped yet so missed wearing mom's pantie's bra's hose and heels but now I was out into the big bad world and I was more afraid of someone finding out and besides I was more interested in women than men so the dressing had to be put aside. I did have one gay encounter with an older man whom I met at the YMCA and he had asked me to wrestle which was something I'd never done but said he'd teach me. Well he did that as almost every move we were in he was feel my cock and balls. That scared me a bit because I had never had a man on man encounter but I was courteous and kind of liked it. He invited me out one night for dinner and I was wondering about it as he had a wedding ring on. We chatted and had a lovely dinner and as he was driving he wanted to stop by his office as needed to get some papers. We'd already been drinking, I'm 20 and a bit drunk and he offered me some bourbon and if you'd read my early posting you'd know what bourbon does to me. He had a nice office, plush carpet and said he'd like to show me a wrestling move which I was fine with. I got me in a hold and was able to un zip my pants which shocked me but I didn't stop him as I was drunk and I hadn't gotten myself off in a few days. He asked if I minded and I say no as I was getting hard and he knew he was going to get me in one way or another. He stood up and stripped in front of me and as he was older he had a nice body and his cock was fully erect and I was so happy I could do that to a man. I was just unzipped at that time and he laid me flat crouched over me and started kissing me tongue and all and I was returning it with fervor. He got up and pulled my pants off, my manly undies off and my shirt and loved my 8" cock but I could tell he had experience as he didn't just get me off but wanted to wrestle naked which turned out to be not violent but soft touching moves which involve lots of touching our cocks to each others bodies and to each others cock. It was so erotic and I was loving it though some of my inhibition was the alcohol. Never the less I was enjoying myself. I loved being kissed and having someone touch me like he touched. I wasn't a virgin with women as had been with a few since high school but not like this as he sexually knew what he was doing and so how to turn me on kissing my body, my lips and avoiding my cock knowing it was stay very hard without his having to touch it. I was young and pre cum was evident as it was on him and he has me lick his cock and being the first time I liked what I tasted and wanted more so I took his cock into my mouth and it was fun listening to him moan as I licked the head and shaft like I was experience. He told me he knew I was a faggot the first time we wrestled as I didn't object to his grabbing my cock and balls. I told him I didn't know I was a faggot either until this night with him. It was quite a night as though no fucking we did blow and eat cum and it made for a good start to my loving to be with a man.