lacyfem3's blog post - Chat with a potential gurl lover

I've meet someone married and close by who likes to dress too so we are working out the details of how to get together. She asked me about my first real experience with a man so thought I'd post my answer here. Hope you enjoy.

Yes my first experience with a man though few and far between was wonderful and more than i thought it could be and scary with guilt as I had hosted him while wife was out of town which probably wasn't a smart thing to do. But when I get that fem feeling inside I just can't control it and had talked with him several times and he lived close by. I fully dressed very, very sexy in all lace lingerie with garter and hose and a tight white skirt, very short, lovely brunette wig with full makeup. I don't like to tuck so the tight skirt this show how I was feeling. Somehow, I was nervous at all as it just seemed right as we sat at our bar and drank wine and chatted. He finally leaned over and kissed me and that was it as it was all wet tongue hard and long as I turned to him on the bar stool and his hand up my skirt to find me fem 8"cock waiting to bust out of my lace panties. I put my hand on his crotch and found his tool quite erect though not as big as mine but that didn't matter as all as I just wanted this man to want me fem. It was fun kissing and playing around and stripping too fast but he asked for me to take his cloths off which I did and he could see my full erection thru my tight white skirt. He was smaller than me with a nice body standing there all nude as asked me to get on my knees which I did as a gurl should and sucked his hard cock, licked his thighs as I was in love with being fem for him. From there is was my turn and he unzipped me and loved me in my lace A cup bra. He took the garter off and the hose and heels as he wanted to take me in the bra and panty. I asked if we could kiss and cuddle some more and drink more wine as I knew I needed to slow down and he agreed but neither of our erections went down but we were able to touch, caress and drink and kiss till we knew what was going to happen. He told me to take him to our bedroom as he wanted me there as this wasn't his first time but he was turning dom and I liked it. To be taken in the bed where I sleep and have had sex with my wife was not only a guilty feeling but quite a turn on. So in to bed we went and it was so erotic till my wife called to say good night to me. Phone by the bed so had to answer and talk about being a bit out of breath and uncomfortable to say the least. My date was good about it but while I talked to her he was kiss my breasts, my thighs, my erect cock and was a bit hard to talk normal and she sensed it but told her I'd just got off the treadmill and she bought it. It good night, love you and then back to his loving me and me returning. Before I knew it he had slipped his cock into me and that scared me being bareback as I'd heard so much about being care but it was too late and must say it felt so good to be the woman at that time. He didn't cum in me but did cum in my mouth and it was the first cum I'd eaten since I was a kid other than my own which I do eat a lot. I slipped a nightie on after we'd both cum and we cuddled and kissed and then he had to get back to his wife though it was almost midnight as he'd told here he was going out with the boys. Which wasn't total lie.

It was a nice time and to this day think about it when lying next to my wife at night. Some of the guilt is gone but I accept who I am and don't think that'll change. It's always nice to find others who are much like me and love being fem, a woman and yet keep their family jewels. I guess I'm just fem and queer.