I must have been 13 and was required to wear black tights for gymnastic classes. W would arrive at the gym and then change into tights with a dozen or so teen age boys. I change slowly as I loved to see beautiful naked boys with smooth butts and lovely dicks. Then I would put on a jock strap (first tome) and then the tights. As I put them on and slid them up my legs, thighs and firm ass I moaned in pleasure The feel of the tights caressing my ass and legs gave me an instant erection poking out my tights. I covered it w/ a t-shirt but a few guys were staring at my crotch. After class we all showered and changed clothes. My locker neighbor would strip down and then drop his white BVD to the floor. He then bent over to pick up the shorts and we bothh noticed his soiled and brown striped underwear. He tossed them in locker and walked to shower. I looked into his locker and saw more dirty underwear. I grabbed the most soiled and brought it to my nose and the sweet boy aroma was making me hot. I shoved the stripes in my mouth and licked and sucked out the stains. I knew then that I wanted to lick their tight holes and have my mouth full of boy-cock. He caught me staring at his beautiful dick and smooth hairless balls. Then I would open the towel so he could see my hard-on. I discovered that I love to be watched by other boys. He would look over at my hard cock and make my dick twitch and bounce up. He was as curious as me. At that age I would try on my Mother's girdle/garter and her bra. I loved the feel on my skin and being so very naughty. I was hooked on womens lingerie and wanted to have sex w/ other boys.....finish later

Maybe because I am naive....maybe because I am new to the crossdressing lifestyle....maybe because I don't know the chat lingo or PM shorcuts and buzz words. Very frustrating and disappointing. I always thought that there must be millions like me who love lingerie and all manner of related fetishes. I thought this will be easy to find others to share fantasys, common fears, fetishes and sexual experiences. Everyone is looking to make a connection with another human being but we seem to keep getting in the way of what we want most. By the way if you don't know this then you should....this aint about sex. Further this chat room, instant messaging, e-mails, web cams are rubbish and dehumanizing. I am just a simple guy...wanna chat I will give you my phone number want to see what I look like and who I am.....need time and place and I will be there. Thanks for taking the time to read my little diatribe.