Looking for a special gurl to share life's curiosities with! I fundamentally crossdress for fun and relaxation. Oddly enough it is therapeutic and reduces stress in my hectic life. Originally I dressed out of curiosity. I merely wanted to see if I could pull off “the look” and be “passable”. Then I had that moment of realization, when it turned into a full blown fetish. I was hooked, there was something inside of me that “clicked”. I was in a hotel room – alone – dressed in sexy lingerie and striking a seductive pose, I caught glimpse of myself in the mirror …..I got aroused. I got aroused looking at myself in lingerie – panties, bra and thigh-highs! At that point, my interest in crossdressing became a passion, I was curious to see how feminine I could look. It was a goal to create a look that would achieve the illusion of looking feminine. I spent a significant amount of time and money trying to find the right outfits, lingerie, wigs, makeup and all other accessories in order to look as feminine as possible. Every opportunity I had, I would get a hotel room and to try different looks and clothing styles to see what would work. I progressed quickly and kept getting closer to looking “passable”.