I’m often torn between feeling more sub or dom. But watching all the lovely girls on this site wearing all kinds of fabulous lingerie, I feel myself more and more drawn to their delightful fem universe. It’s also motivating me to lose weight and get in shape.

Anyway tonight I’ve definitely taken another step toward sissy hood by attempting to remove the hair in my crack. (Yes I realize many masculine men shave their body hair, nevertheless for me it’s a big step towards embracing my feminine side.) My butt hair is still not all gone as you can see in my pic (check out the before and after shots), but I’m getting there. Also, I bought my first pair of panties and a lovely pair of pink socks, so I’m pretty excited and feeling girly. I was nervous buying them at the department store, but it was fine. Thank you to all who gave me tips and encouragement.

I got asked a few times about my experiences wearing fem clothing, so I thought I’d share how I got started. When I was 12, I loved taking panties from my sister’s drawer, trying them on and rubbing myself until I came. Don’t remember actually cumming in her panties tho... Also wore her bras, nylons, tight-fitting tops and skirts. Always enjoyed dressing up, but only did it on occasion. Love sleeping in nighties and sexy pink pyjamas like a teenage girl. After getting married, I would try on my wife’s wedding dress (could barely fit in lol). She had lovely lacy white nylon stockings, white high heels, and a garter. It was divine. I felt so sexy and alive. She also had a lovely corset that gave me a nice figure...mmm I loved that.

I began getting braver and bought my own panties, make-up and a wig. I pranced around the house all decked out in my wife’s old outfits and high heels. I even would go outside around the yard. I was always so turned on, feeling electrified. I inserted candles and brush handles in my ass to feel even more feminine. It was a lot of fun, but ended when she caught me and told others. I was humiliated, but not in a good way. I stopped all that for a long time, got rid of all my fem cloths, but after being on this site for only a few weeks, want to get back into it.

I’ve been here for a few weeks and I’m so glad I made this discovery. I love all of it, from the smooth sissy boys to the masculine studs and everything in between.
Here is a story that I told several times during some steamy chats. It got many positive responses, so here it is again. Hope you like.
Once when I was 15 I was alone at the cottage with my best friend at the time. It was a beautiful hot summer day and we were bored, so we decided to play ‘truth or dare’. It wasn’t long before we dared each other to get naked. Right from the start I had a hard-on and couldn’t keep my eyes off his massive thick 8 in shaft. He dared me to suck it, so I got on my knees and held it gently for the longest time. I was so close I’m sure he could feel my breath against it. My heart was racing and my mouth was watering. I wanted it so much.
I closed my eyes and slipped his penis into my warm eager mouth. “You did it too” he said, breaking the long silence. My first cock. So good. It felt so soothing, the hot flesh. I loved the sensation of feeling vulnerable, of giving myself, of feeling a bit humiliated.
I sucked it gingerly as best I could but could only manage to fit the head in my mouth while stroking the shaft with my hand. We switched positions and he had no problem taking me all in. He complained that I didn’t do the same, so I tried again. I could go no more than half way before gagging on it.
We finished by jerking off. Drifted apart after that, not sure why. I think of that first time often. Would be many years before having another.

I've only been here for a week or so, but so far I've had so much fun meeting all kinds of wonderful guys and special gurls. I'm worried I'm becoming addicted to this site!! Acutally it's cock I'm becoming obsessed with. I didn't expect to find so many fem boys here, but I'm so glad I did. It such a turn on to watch your fabulous pics and chat with you, I feel electrified! Some of you are so dirty I love it!

I appreciate all those you commented on my pics and responded to my PMs and friend requests. It's such a turn on to get feedback. Would love to get more.

xo