I am so very thankful that I still can be and I will continue to show it off to my NBN friends here. Don't really care about the haters here, but it's my admirer and lovers of me who keep me really posting here.

And I love to just for you.

This year I will venture more out of my closet. You may see more of me in public pics. I found a photographer who will get me out and about and with him I don't have to feel so shy to let the world see me. He thinks I'm really cute. A tgurl needs to know that. giggles

This makes for better and clearer pics too. And maybe even more naughty's. And pics with other tgurls. We'll see. Stay tuned to me.

xoxo

Nessa

NBN has changed since I first found it and started posting. No more get those pics off here as more CD's and Tranny's like me has found this place.

I'm back to being a premium member again and I want you all to view my vids...here's a short cut. go to videos, then type in vanae2...it will take you to all my vids...goto photos and type in vanae2 to go straight to all my pics.

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Yes I've been away for awhile but all my admirers are always on top of me as soon as I post. I like that and you are the reason I'm back here and enjoying posting here.

So here me kissing hugging you and sucking on all your fat dicks...giggles

Now who wants to be the first to pop my virginal cherry.

I'm Vanessa Renae aka Nessa

It's time to play...

I also LOVE other tranny's too

Love you gurls...

Nessa

But I am soft and have feelings. So when someone said that I'm just a "ugly undersized male in a dress" it hurt me.

Now yes I love the NBN Admin and my community here and the friends and admirers I've met here.

But one comment like that can make a gurl go into hiding. And I haven't posted in awhile, and that comment didn't come from NBN.

So I apoligise to the whole world that I feel the way I do. It took me a long time to come to terms with I have a girl hidden deep inside of me. And "she" Vanessa wants to come out. This is the best forum for me to do that.

I dream of an interment camp/island that they would ship us freaks off to. So that we could have all the fun being who we really are in our hearts. LOL

I really wished that I could be like a normal person. A normal man.

But hell, I really love and can't wait to buy new heels, an outfit to match, paint my fingers and toes pretty take pics showing it off...in hopes that I can find someone who appreciates me and enjoy and make me more of a sissy and who will encourage me to be more sissy than male. Because I feel more comfortable just being me than pretending everyday to asemulate to society's roles.

I do embrass my sissyness. You see this in my pics. I love being skinny "undersized male" with a fat beer belly. Oh and I've learned how to tuck in my belly like my clitty...LOL

I'm too skinny to be a man, too fat (belly) to be a sexy gurl, no boobies, and I love other tgirl and trannies...more than men, and I'm mostly a Dom with sub fantasies....And I'm a black tgirl....and closeted....a virgin..but I like to fuck and suck too...my clitty is too big to sub...and my tendancies is for fem lovers....and I don't want boobies....okay so it's a fantasy.

How can I ever find a lover. ?????

Except that I do know that there are others out there JUST LIKE ME. Looking for me. I guess that guys say that Tranny's are more screwed up than GG's..lol

My real insides is coming out. Men who are just like females who make females jeolous...

Because I love to look pretty, be sexy, but am a Dommy Mistress type. Still looking for my playmate here at home.

Vanessa Renae

It's been awhile since I have posted new pics and to show off my new curly locks. But I am back as I told you I would be and doing what I do so well and perfect my dressing and getting my fem on.

I have also been missing you here at NBN as everyone here has been so nice to me and I have met so many new friends.

But I am seeking another sissy slut tgirl who will play dress up with me and who wants to show off here. Someone who is in my vacinity near San Francisco, Ca East Bay Area.

I can't help it that I love dressing, looking really fem and showing off. I'm looking for someone just like me who I don't really have to train too much. Someone who I am attracted to. I'm mostly not into men who do not dress. I love fem lovers...are you out there?

Please come at me with a pic as I hate blank no pic profiles as I'm showing off all of me. And if you are scurd to be out like me (not that I'm really out) I just can show my face, you can send me a personal email of your pics. mistress_vanessaranae@hotmail.com

Male fans...seeing this...please send me more that one sentance to my email if you want me to respond. Even tgirls like men with game or you will be on ignore mode.

Cock and dick pics do not turn most tranny's on. Do have some content in what you email to us...to me especially. especially if you don't have a pic in your profile or profile filled out and you are one the downlow. That's okay...just give me something to work on. But really I love to hear from others like me from all over the world. And be warned...I am very picky in who I choose as a playmate.

Vanessa Renae

Have you been wondering why I post here. Hotel fun...no strings sex. I want my ass fucked good, a nice cock in my mouth and mine in yours. I want to be a man's bitch and a sissy's Mistress. I'm a perfect switch. I love to be a total bottom for tops, a total top as male or female if you prefer for subs. and a great switch for those of us who likes it both ways. dressed or not.

I love to dress up as a girl...I have been dressing for years. I am a bi-sexual transvestite who lives near San Francisco and travel. The closer the better and the more frequent our activities. I'm seeking a friend to go out with as I'm mostly in the closet with my dressing and can't wait to come out to be in a club where other sissy's, transgenders hang out....there must be some sort of sexual attraction for me. And you must be into pleasuring me.

I'm looking for someone who is also into pretty sissy feet. Mine and yours. I love to be tickled and love to tickle. That's foot pleasure to me in bondage. I am very kinky dahh..very open to all but I say again very picky and needs to be sexually attracted to you...and you no that I have a man and a woman deep inside of me clashing about which person I should pick as a lover.

I love taking my amatuer pics and showing them off. and would love to do vids. but personal private and we choose what goes over the net.

If there is anyone out there who wants to be my playmate...please do feel free to contact me.

Vanessa Renae

Huggs, and Kisses....

Let's have some fun...