Used to be straight but over the years I started noticing the hard cocks while watching porn. That evolved into wondering what it'd be like to be the woman that was sucking cock in the movie. Of course this was just all masturbation fantasy...but the idea kept growing. I had done a little self-sucking while younger and decided to try it again. Got my first mouthful of cum that way but found it frustrating. One night in a small porn theater a guy sat down next to me, unzipped and started jerking off. I tried to ignore him but I actually kept sneaking looks, it was the first time I had been that close to another man's hard cock. I don't think he was fooled, he just grabbed my hand and put it right on his cock. I was shocked, but I also felt an a wave of sexuality all over my body. So my hand stayed where it was and jacked him off for a bit. It all ended when he tried to push my head down to suck and I just wasn't ready for that. After that night I was obsessed with the idea of sucking a cock. It took a few weeks but I finally did the deed and loved it.