spikeheels have always been my expression of sexual release...what began as feelings of erotic pleasure seeing spikeheels on the street and in magazines/on television and in websites have always met a certain level of satisfying my urges...however, in 2006 I had an occasion to actually put on stockings and heels for the first time with a leather skirt and as I like to say "I saw my legs for the first time" (picture in my photos) and the possibilities associated with actual crossdressing became something much more as I began experimenting with wearing them for myself...I found myself connecting with the spikeheels in an intimacy I never thought possible- a release of the endorphins that produce pleasure became something of a drug for me...my focus remains entirely on spikeheels but allows for every expression including them...from self-pleasure using them to shoejobs to crossdressing to "wet&messy spikeheels" to men in heels both as men and as crossdressers alone and together in activities of pleasure but always including spikeheels in some way... ...pressure in one's life can come from any number of sources and can often become overwhelming...I was feeling pressure like that when I tried on the pumps, stockings and skirt for the first time and in the following several months I found great relief AND RELEASE in the pleasures of crossdressing-always at home and always until an event of masturbation brought the episode to a climax ....but the endorphin-cat is out of the bag and I began to look for ways to create the "hum of eroticism" more and more in my "for-the-world activities and I began wearing high heels outside in normal everyday situations...started with low block heels but for the past year to eighteen months I have worn an ankle boot style with my Wranglers with a full five inch stiletto heel...