I was a secret panty wearer and sissy since I was very young. I was lucky enough to find a common friend with a boy who live down the street. we would play dress up and other stuff whenever we could . Our secret was safe until we were graduating from High School and were caught by his mother. Who had always turned me on due to her constant flashing of her tits and ass . Seemed like she left pantyhose and other things out just for us when she left us alone. Anyway she made Todd and I dress and play in front of her and do stuff with each other . Well I eventually moved to go away to college and had many girl friends but ended up breaking up after they found about my habit of being a sissy. Luckly I did find a few who were ok with it and let me go deeper . Durning that time I also spent many nights at the adult bookstores suck of men at the gloryholes and getting gang fuck sometimes . then acting straight to go to work . well about 12 years ago I had a relationship with a real lifestyle dominate female who took me to 100 % sissy and made me get caged and kept me plugged , she had me shave and keep toes painted at all times . I did all the house work in heels and panties , sometimes a bra or cami. She tought me how to suck cock like a real slut and be a better lay for big cock . she and I had many nights with strange men together . we are now broken apart due to careers . I am now finally accepting that I am just a sissy and love being all things sissy .