i'm a boi who wants an older man to make me into his gurl. i have lots of fetishes and fantasies and am capable of enjoying many kinky things, if you want them. At the beginning, i'd love for you to take me as if i'm so young and innocent that i don't even know what sex is, much less what to do (or even aware that anything you are doing, or training me to do, is naughty). i would do best if you were to develop me initially as someone who was totally clueless (and in real life i am very inexperienced and still a virgin) and passive/helpless, so you could gradually teach me everything you wanted (make your cut both the first and the deepest cut, as they say), and to Make me into exactly what and how you want me -- my body, looks, obedience, and how to please you. i'd be obedient and could even fall in love with you if you wanted to keep me (and keep me that way). It will be a relaxing way to reduce anxiety for me to be a young clueless boy that is gullible enough to let you feminize me into your sissy. i'll enjoy the attention and appreciate you keeping me clueless so you can introduce me to the pleasures that your wisdom knows that i will enjoy, and that deep down i need. if you keep me clueless (that what you are wanting with me and doing to me are sexual, or on the way to being sexual) then my brain will not be confused or wonder or be worried that i don't understand so my defenses will remain down and you'll be able to use me for your pleasure that much more. The man i'm looking for is not required to be my sugar daddy who pays my bills (if that is your fetish/kink, hey great!), so i do still expect to have to be boy in public in my outside life. But at home (in private) with you, i would much rather be submissive and belong to an older man. i want to be devoted to you, devoted to pleasing you and making you happy. i might have my own desires and fetishes and needs and hangups, but i'd still want to try to do everything i could so that you'd be happy with me, desire me, take your pleasure from (being with and using) me. And if you were able to truly love me, then i would be completely happy and fulfilled. Some more details? i'd love it so much for an older man to take me, shave or wax my body smooth, dress me, feminize me and then train me and use me for his pleasure. i would love to feel as though you were training me in ways that improved me -- made me a better girl, a prettier and sexier girl, a more obedient/capable girl who was open to fulfilling all your needs and desires. i'd want to be accepted at first, but then improved and bettered, so that you'd ideally want to keep me forever. That's my ideal goal and what i'm looking for at least -- i don't expect you to commit to that right away (or anytime soon). i do best with guidance and mentoring, perhaps even commands and rules. If that seems like a burden, just tell me so and i will tell you all you need to know about me and how to get me to do the things you want, so that making me yours takes minimal effort and so you can even enjoy it in ways you never thought possible. :) == Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ == 100% Bondage Receiver 100% Slave 100% Submissive 92% Masochist 88% Degradation Receiver 79% Primal (Prey) 38% Voyeur 0% Vanilla keywords: cd, crossdress, xdress, panty, panties, lingerie, stockings, corset, makeup, femme, feminize, feminization, trans, transgender, innocent, virgin, pussy, submissive, slave, consentual non-consent