Today I finally came out to my best friend at work and told her that Im a lesbian male. I know that probably sounds silly or funny to some. But that's what I am . I dream all the time that I would wake up one morning with the body of the woman I feel like on the inside. I love other women and i always have. To know what its like to make love to another woman as only a woman can and to have another woman make love to me in return is my ultimate fantasy. This day has been 15 years in the making and its finally here. It felt so amazing to have someone in my life who understands and doesn't judge me and is truly happy for me. Im not comfortable telling anyone else for the time being. I had a bit of negative reaction from someone who accidently saw one of the pictures I posted and it left me feeling scared and sad. but one friend is a start. Thank you Jen. Your amazing inner strength helped me find my own. You are a diamond.